Till now, I'm still searching for a freedom.
Freedom of a life..
that can bring me to a true-life of happiness,
fake smile can hide a million tears,
but I just can't hide my tears through a fake smile.
And that, people called me a 'beautiful peacock',
Because of my face without a smile.
Till now, I'm still finding for true friends,
and when I got it,
I wasn't knew it,
and I left them in half-way,
and now, I try to get them back.
And.. I missed them.
Till now, I try to learn to make a good decision,
and I try to find a new counselor,
to be a new one for me.
But I can't find it,
because the old one is still a good one. ;)
Till now, I try to know who loved me,
for being my friend.
and now, I know it,
but I already late to know it.
Someday, I'll catch the dreams,
that I've built it since before.
And I won't break it or miss it again.
And it will be someday.. InsyaAllah. but the question is.. will it be or not?
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