My name is Najihah. I am 18 years old and I’m Justin Bieber’s OLLG in Malaysia. Yes, I’m Muslim. It all started here, I still can’t believe my eyes every time I look at my pictures and videos on stage. It happened so fast, I thought I was hallucinating. My friend and I were standing on the chairs singing to Justin’s “U Smile”, when a guy approached us. I didn’t recognize who he was at first so I thought “OMG! Am I in trouble? Did I do anything wrong?” So I just looked at him. Then all I could hear was “Justin’s One Less Lonely Girl?” and I was like, “Errrr yesssss?!!” Then he repeated his question “Do you wanna be the One Less Lonely Girl for tonight?” What else would I say. “YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!” “Alright, take out your passes and purse, give it to your friend” And so he took me backstage! Along the way, I was thinking whether this is a joke? Am I being kidnapped? Why on Earth am I following a stranger that offers me to be Justin’s OLLG out of the blue?! I But then no, it was for real! I waited with the dancers in one of the tents. I must say, they were ALL very friendly. They are all nice people! The photographer even asked me to make a shout out for Justin Bieber! When Justin started singing ‘One Less Lonely Girl’, Kenny took me to the backstage and only then I met Selena Gomez. She was so pretty! I think it’s very sweet of her to wait for Justin like that. She was standing the whole time. Kenny told me, ”One of the dancers will take you onto the stage. Just sit on the chair and look him into his eyes because he’ll be singing this song for you.” So, the dancers brought me on stage, I sat on the stool and HE IS WAY BEYOND GORGEOUS, GOOD-LOOKING, CUTE, CHARMING etc. I feel so blessed to be given the chance to look him into his eyes THAT CLOSE!He gave me a dozen of roses. That explains why I didn’t jump around and hug him.He didn’t hug me because the Malaysian government won’t allow any hugs or kisses but only a handshake, so he respected their regulations and I’m already happy to even be on the stage with him. The song was over, they brought me back to my seat. My friend was freaking out. So, I enjoyed the rest of the concert! -@najihahaziq
HERE’S THE VIDEO OF ME BEING HIS OLLG IN MALAYSIA
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HOW JUSTIN BIEBER HELPED ME THROUGH HIS MUSIC
I have never really shared this with too many people, but I’m going to now. Before my biological father married my mom, he was married to another woman and had my brother, Jeremy. He divorced her, found my mom, married her and had me. When I was 2, my parents divorced. I didn’t see my Dad for nearly twelve years. I didn’t see my brother after the divorce either. The year I got back together with my dad, I told him that all I wanted for Christmas (2009) from him, was to be reconnected with my brother. We worked hard and contacted anyone that may be able to find my brother; who was now, at the time, about to be 25). Then around September ‘09, my bff showed me Justin’s “One Time” music video. I loved it, thought it was catchy, and it just made me want to dance. But I didn’t get obsessed with him. I hadn’t caught Bieber Fever. In November, I got a call from a number I didn’t recognize. It was my brother. We talked for six hours on the phone, filling each other in on what we could. We talked for AT LEAST two hours every night. We became close, we clicked. On Christmas, I met up with him. Guess what he gave me for Christmas? Justin Bieber’s first CD, My World. I listened to it, maybe once that night because I was so busy with other things. But after Christmas, something happend. On January 28th, 2010, it was the worst day of my life. I got a call saying my brother was dead. I am not going to tell the whole story, because every time I try, it makes me cry. I HATE crying. This past year was the hardest year of my life, I’ve cried a good amount of times. Anyway, I wasn’t myself. I felt like I had just gotten something back, and it was ripped away from my hands in one blink. I regret, everyday, not telling my brother, “I love you” one more time. I am always smiling. I am always really nice. My friends call me Shmile-E because i smile sometimes and dont even realize it. But when this incident happend, I changed for around a month. I didn’t want to smile. I didn’t want to be happy. I hated the world. The day after my birthday, was Jeremy’s funeral. One night while crying, I went into my room, and was rummaging through some things when I found the Justin Bieber CD Jeremy had given me for Christmas. At first, I just stared at it. I was crying my eyes out, my hands were shaking, and I really thought i was losing it. I put the CD in my CD player, and played it. The CD played over and over again that night. I laid in my bed, not being able to sleep, actually feeling something inside of me again. I felt OKAY. I felt like I was breathing again. I didn’t feel like a robot anymore. I felt like I was back in the world. And before I knew it, I was smiling. I was actually SMILING for the first time in over a month. Before that night was over, I knew all the lyrics to Justin’s songs. This is why I get so angry when I see people hate on Justin Bieber. When they say, “He cant sing” or “He doesn’t care about his fans”. It hurts me because he has helped me so much. To this day, I am a crazed Belieber and I am proud. I owe Justin. I will support him with whatever he does. I will always be there for him, like he was for me. I still have my random break-downs, but what do I expect? I’m not Chuck Norris. I can’t always be strong, and sometimes, it’s good to cry. Justin Bieber helped me during the hardest time of my life, along with my family and friends (who I appreciate so much for being there for me) and God. Justin Bieber, through his music, helped me heal inside. His song, “Down To Earth” touches me, makes me tear up almost every time I listen to it. I RELATE to that song. I FEEL that song. I LOVE that song. His songs make me smile, and HE, himself, makes me smile. I love a boy that I don’t REALLY KNOW. I love his music, and I don’t know what I would do without it. I dont know where I would BE right now if I didn’t have that CD during that time. Would I be smiling right now? Would I be back to my normal self? From this experience, I’ve learned that things DO get better with time. You will always miss that someone, but time heals, and each day, the situation is easier to handle. I’ve learned not to take anything for granted. I tell my family I love them everyday because I never know when my, “I Love You” will be the last. I learned to not say, “I can tell them tomorrow” because a tomorrow is not always guaranteed. I thank God everyday for blessing me with the chance to meet my brother one last time. I know that I will see my brother again one day. I know that it wasn’t a good bye, but a see-you-later. I learned that something can always help you. Whether it is your religion, your family, your friends, music, or even a teenage boy that doesn’t even know you exist. I’ve learned to smile as much as you can, laugh as long as possible, and enjoy life. Do not take ONE THING or ONE PERSON for granted, because before you can blink, they may be gone. Justin Bieber, I love you. Thank you for being such an amazing person, and loving us Beliebers. Jeremy, I love and miss you so much. I know your enjoying Heaven.Love, SHANNON.
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